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Appreciate you bringing this up in the Q&A [X], and thanks for starting this thread [Y]. This taps into some themes I’ve been thinking and writing on, so I’ll use this as an opportunity to further unpack it.

There’s a lot to say on making “art”—or any individual pursuit—through a collective crisis where individual effort feels meaningless. Fortunately we aren't alone and have a whole history of crises, so there’s probably a lot to learn in how people responded (this is one impetus for me trying to read more, especially in political philosophy).

I imagine there is a spectrum here, ranging from “focus on yourself” to “society-scale action.” I think if you focus too much on either side, you risk deflation. Purely selfish pursuits, however noble, can easily have the narrative behind them ripped out if the bigger picture hits a certain intensity. And purely collective actions, like protesting, also lose momentum when you realize a million people together have no leverage, and you’ve contributed much of your time to a cause instead on what you’re uniquely qualified to do, which is equally demoralizing. So the answer I think is to run both in parallel.

I’ve come across a Ghandian POV from some writers I admire, which is essentially, “be the change you want to see in the world.” While I resonate with this from multiple levels—for example, on taking responsibility for everything, and being very diligent in your own values instead of worrying about or judging others for their lack—I also think it can be a bit myopic. Cultural progress is possible, and it exists at a scale far bigger than any individual. Meaning, a lot of values and culture stem not form charismatic and well-principled individuals, but from the larger architectures we’re all entangled in. Those systems are designed, and history seems to oscillate between periods where systems are designed to withhold/protect virtues or designed to expand/preserve power.

The bigger question for me: how can any regular person be part of systemic change? It comes down to a leverage thing. I don’t currently operate at a level where I have any impact on government, culture, economics, education, and while it’s nice to hope, I don’t have delusion to think I’ll ever have civilizational leverage. I think few people in history ever do. Even Trump’s leverage is debatable! I don’t mean to get into politics here, but I will link out to a post I wrote, “What we have is worse than a king.” The main idea is that Trump is not the root of any of our problems, he’s more so the most visible manifestations of an OS that has been anti-democratic and anti-constitutional for many decades now, maybe even a century.

So within the sphere of “systemic action,” there’s another spectrum of what a person can do, ranging from theoretical to practical. Again I think it’s worth pursuing both. On the theoretical side, I personally find it fun to engage with systems designs at abstract levels that are far beyond my control. ie: I thought Bernie’s AI sovereign wealth fund was a malformed idea, so I did my best to understand it and propose an alternative. This is arguably big a waste of time, but I think there’s value in learning to think as a systems architect, and to imagine new kinds of civic technology. On the practical side, there’s Essay Club, which is something whose existence and flourishing is entirely dependent on me, but the impact is limited. 

A lot of modern forms of activism are neither theoretically interesting or practical. Instead of performing dissent (via protests or culture wars), I think we need to enact new types of techno-activism that are now possible with AI.

Over time, the practical thing may grow to a point where the theoretical systems architecture skill comes in handy. Maybe in twenty years Essay Architecture is a software-backed curriculum that runs across a few hundred/thousand micro-schools. Or maybe it doesn’t, and Essay Club only grows to WOP-scale, letting me focus on writing and teaching, while giving meaning to a small group of people, which is fulfilling and worthwhile in its own right. Twenty years is far off, and it’s been almost 20 years since I started architecture/writing in general. So that’s like a 40-year lag between intention and implementation, effectively, an entire life.

And so as urgent as everything feels I think patience is the key. There’s probably something to zooming out to the scale of your life, modeling where you think society might be in the 2040s, and slowly steering the boat in that direction. By focusing on individual pursuits, practical projects, and theoretical systems, for decades each, there’s a chance that at least 2 of those lanes might fuse together in a meaningful way.

Anyway, I enjoyed the occasion to use this as a prompt for my morning essay! Hope it’s vaguely related to and useful to your own streams of thought, and open to feedback and pushback. On a meta-level, I think there’s something neat in using emails/letters—which each have a specific person or two at the receiving end—as a way to start drafting essays. I already have this as a post on my website, and similarly, both of your notes could be public too.