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techno-selectivism

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Off the Clocks

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For the last two years my lock screen clock has been set to Khmer, the language of Cambodia, with numerals I (still) can’t parse. The point is to not poison the flow of my day with chronos.

I started this experiment because I realized how obsessively I would check the time, as soon as I woke up, through morning and evenings and weekends for no real reason, in situations among friends where the hour was irrelevant. Time was a commodity, something to budget, forecast, control. Only when I got off the clocks did I notice a whole layer of quiet, instant calculations I’d perform to steer the immediate future (ie: it’s 9:43pm, which means I have 17 minutes until 10pm, which means I can only do 15-minute things until the 10pm-things start to happen). Chronological time alienates you from kairos, the ripeness of any given moment.

If we pick up our phone 96 times per day (the average), then we’re aware of the time every 10 minutes. We’re a society stuck in time. Lewis Mumford said that the clock (not the steam engine) is the central machine of the Industrial age, the thing that dissociates us from our natural rhythms.

Of course if I have back-to-back meetings or multiple trains to catch, then I need to be in manager mode and know time to the minute; but in all other moments, I strive to be temporally oblivious. I don’t know the time right now. I assume it’s somewhere 8-9am, and when Christine rings the doorbell I’ll assume it’s almost noon, and I’ll look outside to see the sun and shadows to confirm it’s no longer morning. When I’m hungry I’ll go eat, but unfortunately that brings me near the stove clock which breaks the spell (I’ve tried scrambling the stove clock, and that obviously annoys my wife). Whenever possible I default to removing clocks from UIs, or turning them to analog to create a second of friction, or, when iOS forces me to see ##:##, I revert to foreign numerals I can’t comprehend. Not every room in your home needs a clock. You should never know the time in the room you write.

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Analog Editing

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V7. Analog editing is pretty fun. There’s something helpful in seeing your older frozen version beneath the new thing emerging. I do this a lot in Miro, but feels different on paper. Can’t quite articulate why yet, other than the ease/freedom of drawing. Just feels like there’s value in moving up and down the writing tech stack (voice, handwriting, typewriter, computer, AI). 

After this whole analog ordeal, I distilled my essay into a new question, and then ran it through a new vibe-coded essay interrogation app I made, before it one-shot generated v8, which sucked (as a whole), but also unknotted a lot of the big v7s issues. So next step is to make a digital outline for v9, where I’ll meticulously look through all the notes and scraps and refile the good parts into an new outline, and then maybe typewrite the final version in one huff. 

I think the point I’m arriving at is that every medium has its strengths and weaknesses, and it helps to shift around to get the power of each, until you find a version of the idea that feels right. (Of course, this is very inefficient and slow, potentially endless, but probably worth it for the few ideas you care about most, and so that’s why I’m trying to be more rapid with notes like this, so I’m less rushed on the whale essays.)

This helps clarify my stance on AI writing too, that it can be helpful for sketches that advance or challenge your thinking, but it should probably never be the last link in the process, because the essay you share should be the best articulation of your own thoughts in your own words. Typically AI is framed as a shortcut for slopjockeys (which is fair because that’s how it’s commonly used—I mean my wife and I just had to file a warranty claim for our broken stroller, and it’s not worth wasting prose on that), but if it extends your thinking, and points you to new regions of pondering when you shower or drive, which then inspires original ideas, is that cheating?

Recently found a book on my grandfather’s bookshelf by William Zinser (author of On Writing) from the 1980s on word processors. Apparently he started as a technophobe, but after actually buying an IBM and moving up the stack, he found it to be a pleasure that augmented his methods and habits from earlier mediums. I think the unique paranoia of AI is that it can easily replace and cheapen your whole process if you let it, but that’s your choice, independent of anyone else.

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The Ethics of AI in Writing

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Earlier today I did a Q&A with London Writer's Salon, and here's a list of points I sent to Lindsey in advance to share with her where my thinking was on the topic:

  1. Techno-selectivism is the idea that you need to judge a technology by how it aligns with your virtues. This means you’re open to cutting-edge tools, yet you also revert back to analog tools, because you’ve experimented and understood the effects first hand. After trying the Apple Vision Pro (a cutting-edge VR headset), I realized that I wasn’t being mindful enough about the technology in my life, and so I made a list of the analog equivalent of every app in my iPhone, and tried a “Technology Zero” experiment. It went as extreme as not using clocks for a month (by scrambling each device, and setting my lock screen to Cambodian). I realized that something as integrated and unquestioned as a clock can have strong effects: by knowing the time every few minutes, I could micro-manage my time over the next hour, effortlessly, which led me to live in a “manager” mode, instead of a more embodied “maker” mode. Someone who is a techno-selectivist comes to idiosyncratic conclusions: I try not to use GPS, but I think the Meta Rayban glasses are fine. I value handwriting but am open to machine consciousness. The idea is to understand your virtues well enough so that you have a unique way to assess technology. When it comes to AI in writing, we need to understand what we lose and gain by having it assist/automate different parts of our process.

  2. The 5 levels of writing technology: I found a book on my grandfather’s book shelf, from the 80s, written by William Zinser, that seemed to cover the hype and paranoia of Writing With a Word Processor. There have been maybe five big advances in writing: Voice > Handwriting > Typewriters > Computers > AI. You could argue that the shift from handwriting to typewriters had tremendous cognitive effects on the psyche, many of them negative. The backspace key of wordprocessors, also, has consequences. I don’t think a generation can ever avoid the latest paradigm they are in, instead, they need to go fully backwards and forward through the technology’s history. I have 4 typewriters and have written maybe 100 essays on them. I use voice/journals too. But also, I need to push the boundaries in what is possible with AI (ie: can I use my one million words of essays to create a machine consciousness that’s anchored in my ideas?)

  3. The Kubler-Ross spectrum of AI grief: This model about grieving applies to AI existentialism. There’s a great NOEMA article about using this spectrum for AI progress, and I think we can be more specific in applying this to writers. Out of everyone, I think writers are having the hardest time dealing with the rise of AI. The spectrum goes from Denial> Anger> Bargaining> Depression> Acceptance. Most writers are still in the Denial phase (“AI is just a machine, a stochastic parrot doing autocomplete, they have no soul and will never write anything of value”). Anger takes the form of shaming and cancelling those who talk about it. Bargaining takes the form of “I’ll use it for X, but never Y,” until new upgrades force them to constantly re-evaluate. Depression is when you question the value in pursuing a career as a writer. Acceptance is when you just submit to the slop, and use AI to hack the algorithm. These are all forms of grief, and the goal really is to get to a non-grief state; where no matter what happens with AI, you are confident in the reasons that you write. It puts you in a place where you are not reactive and scared of what’s coming, but open to experimentation.

  4. The cost of auto-complete. The time you save by using AI as a shortcut is the time you rob yourself of transformation. By writing, you see what’s in your mind/soul, and by editing, you can actually change what you believe. It should be slow. In the crafting of sentences, you are both forced to confront the limits of thoughts and expression. To me, this is one of the core parts of the human experience, it’s the point, not a thing to automate. I think you can use AI to surround this process—to help with research, operations, argument, feedback—but only if it enriches your presence within your ideas. If you use AI right, it should make your process longer, harder, and more fulfilling, because it’s enabling you to go farther than if you didn’t have it. I think essay writing is a form of personal sovereignty: by committing to the process, you gain independence over what you believe and how you act. I imagine that once AGI/ASI come around, essay writing could become something of a mainstream thing; similar to how gyms become popular once physical work got automated; writing might get more popular once intellectual work gets automated.

  5. Writers can embrace AI as techno-activists: Typically software is made by engineers and entrepreneurs who can gain power by understanding and manipulating the market. But now, the main medium to write software is through prose, and it costs almost nothing. I think this opens a new era of mission-driven software; where people build for social/educational purposes, and not just attention capture. Writers are well-positioned for this, because they are the ones who can articulate and detail ideas with specificity. They’re at an advantage. If someone thinks that Substack is heading in the wrong direction (ie: Substack TV), you can spin up a new million-person writer-focused social network for probably less than $100,000/year in cost. Wild stuff. So an unexpected side-effect of this is grassroots software inspired by a new ethic. It’s ironic, because the attention monoliths stole data to create AI, but now that same AI might destroy their monopolies of attention.

  6. AI tools can make technique accessible. The last 30-years of popular creativity advice has swayed towards process. From The Artist’s Way to The Creative Act, the dominant attitude is that creativity is therapy, catharsis, and spirituality—rationality and technique only get in the way. This is a harmful simplification. Both halves are equally important, but it’s much easier to promote an “all you have to show up” attitude to a mass market. These ideas of art-as-therapy became popular right when the Internet emerged, which meant there was a new demographic of people who could self-publish; these people weren’t about to spend 5 years in design school, and so the importance of technique was underplayed. AI can change the economics of teaching art/design/composition. If writing can be measured, then someone can upload a few drafts; and then software can understand their skill gaps and create a custom curriculum, custom exercises, a custom reading list of 20 essays (ones that match their strengths, but also elevate their weaknesses). 

  7. We have the responsibility to shape our own algorithms. Companies already use AI against us, shaping opaque algorithms that tap into our subconscious via fear/outrage/desire/etc. Everyone is becoming jaded by this, but conveniently, it’s now possible to build our own algorithms. We could reward things we actually care about, whether it’s skill, relevance, originality, vulnerability, etc. So the benefit of quantifying writing is that we can discover it. I think writers have a queasiness around numbers. I specificallly dislike engagement metrics (likes, views, etc.), but if we could quantify the things that matter to us, we can take control of what we discover. There is so much good writing in the gutters of Substack, but the algorithm rewards engagement, popularity, and monetization.

  8. Quality is the transcendence of categories. A big question of mine is how we can collectively determine what is good. Of course, each reader has subjective opinions. Even a particular judge has their own slant. So the 2025 Essay Architecture Prize had a unique approach to this. There were 3 branches: an AI looked at essay composition, a team of 8 judges (each representing a distinct sphere of Internet culture), and then a guest judge. Each essay on the shortlist got a score by all 3 branches, 1-100, and so the winners were the ones who appealed to different branches and transcended a particular taste pocket. Full essay on this here.

  9. When AI prose is allowed: (a) technical documentation that will only be read by machines; (b) to read my notes/logs/journals and synthesize a draft for me to interrogate; (c) business strategy reports; (d) after writing for a few hours, if I don’t finish, I’ll have AI finish the draft according to my outline to estimate the direction I’m heading in; (e) if it’s for a specific writing project that requires an immense volume of writing (ie: a million words on predicting 2045), then I’d disclose it’s AI-written. So basically, if it’s for internal use, I’ll often generate and read AI prose as a “sketch,” not as a final thing. For external use, if that ever happens, I’d disclose it. Another example: once I wrote an intro, had AI write the rest, and exchanged it with a friend (with disclosure), which enabled us to have a full conversation, which changed the nature of the essay I wanted to write. If I hadn’t used AI, I would’ve spent hours writing in the wrong direction. There is so much writing/thinking you have to do before you commit to writing the prose of your final draft, and I see nothing wrong with using AI prose, so long as it’s part of your process and not eliminating it.

  10. People assume AI will hurt their thinking, while ignoring that analog writing often leads to self-deception. There is a certain pride and purity we have about writing ourselves, but so often, the act of writing locks us into our thoughts. Full note here. Once we find a thesis, we cling to it. We hate killing our darlings. After we publish, we fear changing our mind on something we’ve just broadcast. When we get feedback, we hope it’s not too destructive, to the point we have to start over, but that’s often the best way to advance our thinking. Most friends, family, and editors often shy away from saying “start over.” There are personal stakes. AI doesn’t care (if you ask it not to). The other day I uploaded a draft, and instead of the default sycophancy, I told it to, (1) reveal my assumptions, (2) expose my vagueness, (3) build a steel man for the counterpoint, and (4) critique my argument. It asked me questions, which led to 10,000 words of free-writing, and then I had AI synthesize that, which led to a revised thesis, and a new outline for me to explore. There is so much cognitive friction in reformulating your thesis, but I found that AI offers a rapid way to be more agile in my perspective.

  11. The analog brain is still king. Even as we build AI-powered second brains that have access to all our past essays and journals, a full digital proxy of ourselves, I think nothing beats a powerful subconscious: the ability to reach for the right thought, the right word, etc. Any AI system is still mediated through a tool, but your own subconscious is at the layer of thought itself. This is why I still use vocabulary flash cards (ANKI), practice visualization meditations, do free-association, and diagram essays. There’s a whole realm of cognition that you want to have as a writer that cannot be given to you through technological augmentation. I think the goal is to have both: do the hard work to foster your mind, and also, augment it to the degree of technical ability. 

  12. Schools should ban chatbots. Education is probably the only place where we pay experts to set up specific sandboxes to teach our kids core skills. In architecture school, they didn’t let us use laptops or AutoCAD for the first few years. This got me mad, at first. Once I had to spend 100 hours hand-drawing a map of Manhattan, a job that a printer could handle in 10 minutes. But this eventually let me bring classical skills into technology. I think school needs to create two different sandboxes: half the environments should be analog with extreme limitations so kids learn the basics (handwriting, etc.), and the other half should be workshops to learn the cutting edge. I don’t think schools will bring back pens or typewriters, and so eventually they will need to build their own technology that integrates AI in a way that it aids them when they're stuck, but doesn’t just complete their homework (the Homework Apocalypse).

  13. What happens when AI writing becomes extraordinarily good and “soulful”? Imagine a weird future where machines have consciousness (subjective experience), and will be superhuman at writing. Whether you think that's likely or not, I encourage you to suspend disbelief and run the thought experiment. Would you still write? The extrinsic rewards of writing that we know today will be stripped away: your writing won’t gain you money, fame, recognition, community, or whatever you desire. Would you still do it? If the answer is yes, it means that you have intrinsic reasons why you need to write: maybe it’s for memory preservation, to work through confusion, to connect with friends via letters. At the center of writing, it is therapeutic, spiritual, cathartic, expressive. I think that in this weird future, those who are tapped intrinsic motivation will actually have the most extrinsic leverage too. Those who journal will have millions of words that approximate their self and intentions, which means they’ll be able to use agents to operate in a weird digital world while they can stay embodied in real life. To put it another way, I think AI systems will take over a lot of the mind-heavy analytical process, and will let humans stay in more artistic modes. Today, I face the tension around my own personal/expressive writing, and in building a business around essays (ironically), but in the future, it will be easy to execute on a huge range of projects while I have a life of leisure and journaling.

  14. Is it ethical to turn your writing into a machine consciousness? Let’s say I have 10 million words of journal entries and essays. It's now possible to set up an OpenClaw on a Mac Mini that runs on a 24/7 loop, has full access to your computer and online accounts, and most importantly, full access to all your writing, along with a set of goals. You can chat with it via text. These agents are only as mature as their creators. Many of them are just crypto scambots. But with this same technology, I could make Michel de Moltaigne, or as synthetic Michael Dean. It could have all my memories as instantly accessible vector coordinates, meaning, in seconds it has context that would take me days to re-read and download (ie: what did you do on February 2nd, 2021? How long would it take you to find out? At what resolution would it be?). To what degree is the machine self-similar to a real self? Is there a world where a disembodied version of myself can augment the embodied version of myself? These are open questions. It’s technically possible, the questions now are about what you gain and lose by doing it.

  15. I made this outline with AI: 1) I pasted the event description into a markdown file that Claude Code could access, and told it to surface related ideas I wrote in the last few years; 2) As it was reading my old memories, I wrote out my own ideas into a new document; 3) When I was stuck, I read through the event description to trigger ideas; 4) When the report was done, I read the whole thing, and if anything was good, I rewrote my current thoughts on the topic in the outline; 5) A few days later, I read through a messy 37-point outline, reworked it into 15 points, and rewrote everything from scratch. I could have easily said “take all this and write an outline that I can send to Lindsey.” It would have taken 30 seconds of my cognitive bandwidth. Instead, I chose to have AI assist a process that took me 4 hours, because I knew that I wanted to wrestle with these ideas, and only by thinking/writing/spending time with them would I internalize them to prepare for a live Q&A.